Is this True Love?

Could this be it, could she be the one?Its the question I've been asking myself for the last few days, since she first said 'Yes' 7 days ago.I mean I've had the gut feeling all this while, but never so strong, ever.

When I first asked my Ex out, it felt like I was putting it in all the work.It was this infatuation I had, and upon impulse perhaps, I acted upon it.For the next few months, it was like I was on this 'crusade' to get her.By the time she responded, the infatuation had already died down, and in the end I guess I was already cold and perhaps that was why it always felt like a one-sided affair....

But this, is much more than it.What started out as a crush,did not die a crush.It developed into a mesh , a hybrid of respect, admiration of character and attitude, a trusting friendship and a platonic thing, which eventually developed into a full blown thing.I guess one and a half years prepared me much more mentally and decisively to truly know a person and like her with whatever perceived flaws she thinks she has.I would like to think that if you like a person enough, flaws and weaknesses actually appear attractive rather than toothaches that needs to be tolerated.

Like I've told my current girl,I believe everything happens for a reason.And its the first time that a sharing of emotion was met with equal fervor on the other part, and when one things leads to another its a really beautiful thing :)

Not a feeling I am accustomed to, but I guess when you let your guard down, as what I believe is called a 'sweet surrender', to really let go of any reservations you might have and perhaps you get as much as you put in and it will be something beautiful.

And you might end up where I am =) extremely happy and waking up every morning wondering what great thing did I do right to deserve an amazing girl.My heart has never lied to me before,so I usually listen to what it tells me.And right now, its beat tells me , yes she is and yes it is.And the weird thing is, so does my mind.